my goodness. its been so long since I've last updated that I forgot how to. hahaha. I hella couldn't find the damn thing to post a new blog, so I had to fucking stare at the page for a few minutes. hahahahha hot damn...

things haven't changed much for me. I slave for Starbucks and I am still surrounded by the same morons, which i love dearly. There's really nothing to complain about.

But...
you know...
Well, I hope you do.

[.Speaking Chamorro.]

You reach.

Touch me.

I’m golden.

Feel you.

Against me.

I’m holdin.

Glowin externally.

Flowin with serenity.

Overloaded.

Its about to spill outta me.

Look at me not directly.

The shine too bright

For bare eyes to see.

Except yours.

Know me.

I you.

hu guiya hao nene.

It brings me to tears
Cause things didn't go the way we planned
Even though we said forever
Our forever wasn't known outside
So now I have to say goodbye
And it hurts inside

Even though I know
You're probably the best thing for me
Still I must go
And face this road of lonely

So as I wipe
These tears from my eyes
I want you to know I love you
So don't take it personal

I gotta be leaving
Yes I'm on my way
I gotta go now
But I wish I could stay
And I wanna thank you for the times
That you've given me
You see I got a long way to go
And its such a lonely road

Soul 4 Real - Leaving.

"When all else fails, you learn to Love from a  d i s t a n c e."

I LOVE YOU. and I'm sorry mom.
But I...gotta be leaving.

Just before the day ends.

All my life
I've longed to hold the one that sets me free
I found you
And in my heart I know you're meant for me
Ooh this feeling must be real
The way you make me smile
The way you make me feel

There you were
The one that I been waiting for
My answer prayer
Like an angel sent from up above
My shooting star
You are my love, my dream, my meant to be

When we touch
I get this funny feeling in my heart
When we kiss
I never want for us to be apart
Ooh whenever you're with me
I get these butterflies
My knees just get so weak

There you were
The one that I been waiting for
My answer prayer
Like an angel sent from up above
My shooting star
You are my love, my dream, my meant to be

All my life
I've longed to hold the one that sets me free
I found you
And in my heart I know you're meant for me
Ooh its hard to find the words
I don't know what to say
But my heart will let you know
Oohh...

There you were
The one that I been waiting for
My answer prayer
Like an angel sent from up above
My shooting star
You are my love, my dream, my meant to be

Oohh...
You are my love
My dream, my dream
My meant to be...

3 months. iLOVEu.

so I went to the Live 105 Art & Soul Festival in Oakland with the cousins...

THE DREDGE! we got to meet the bass player.

HIEROGLYPHICS YO!

Like OMG! its Brandon Boyd and Janet Jackson!!

aww. His & Her nose rings.

now i aint callin her a gold digga. but she aint messin wit no broke nigga...

Like OMG again! Brandon's trying to smell my hair! ahh!

okay so maybe they weren't famous. but hey...they're still my cousins!

This seemed like a star filled weekend. I saw...

Saturday - The Dredge. Hieroglyhpics. Lyrics Born. The Love Makers.

Sunday - At the Glass Cat in Frisco...Natalie and Baby Bash. and i THINK Tila Nguyen? but thats a maybe. 

...cool ha?! hahaha.

On Another Note:

I LOVE MY BEBOT. and this weekend was the perfect reminder.